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I was wearing my Ray-Ban sunglasses, a gift from Mom on my last birthday.
I am usually bad at selecting things, but with these sunglasses it had been different.
I had known which ones to pick the moment I had entered the store. It was probably Will Smith of Men in Black, who was instrumental in my selection.
For the first few months I had worn them practically everyday while driving come rain or shine. The only time I drove without them was at night.
The fact that Rajni loved my glasses only helped their cause.
There were fewer cars on the road that day. Dad seemed happy. 'One of his contracts must have come through,' I thought. I was eager to start up a conversation, to kill time and to make the drive interesting.
'Dad, Neeraj got married last week. He married a colleague.'
'Neeraj! Is he not the guy you worked with in Bangalore?' Dad responded, still sounding happy.
'Yes Dad. His parents were initially against the marriage, but they finally relented,' I added.
'You kids in software—always traveling, falling in love and getting married with least regard to your parents' feelings. Taking the plunge when you would not have the maturity to understand what is best for you!' Dad retorted all of a sudden. I was taken aback. There was a slight annoyance in his voice.
I started concentrating on the road; the conversation was not such a good idea after all!
I began to think about Rajni instead. It was her birthday the next day and we were planning to organize a surprise party for her in the office. Well, to be honest, it was just me at the moment, but I was sure I could convince the others to join in too. There were so many things we needed to do, I thought with a sigh. It also struck me that very soon I would have to tell Dad about Rajni. And if I had learnt anything from the conversation minutes ago, it was that Dad was not going to be so easy to convince. I braced myself for the future before shifting my concentration back on the road. All of a sudden, the black Accent in front of us veered towards the left. To save us from an accident, I hit hard on the brakes, bringing our car to a screeching halt. A few seconds later, we were jolted by a loud jerk. The Maruti behind had rammed into us. What ensued was an argument between me and the owner of the car; it took a good one hour to resolve the issue and get back on the road to the office.
This was not how I had intended my day to start.
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The three took their places in the marching contingent,
smoothened imaginary creases from their spotless,
crisp uniforms and checked the shine in their shoes for the thirty-fifth time since the morning.
This was it.
Five minutes and they would march out through the huge ramparts,
into the Parameswaram drill square and become officers in the Indian Army.
'Just look there at Vartika, girls, getting gyaan from the Adjutant. Really sad, yaar,' Diya said. She was pointing in the distance to the Academy Adjutant, who was on horseback, lecturing a lady cadet.
'Don't feel sorry for that bloody softie. What crap she got into yesterday.' Kaddy shouted.
'She's to be blamed. Can't keep her mouth shut, can she?' Archie said angrily.
'Good at preaching, zero in practice! Deserves this shit totally,' Kaddy concluded.
That was me they were talking about in such affectionate terms. Vartika--the girl with the horrible foot-in-the-mouth disease.
It was true. I, the fourth member of this group, had got into a mess on the eve of the passing-out parade. I had almost flouted the cardinal rule 'Practice makes perfect' and was suffering from its after-effects. The Adjutant finished his sermon and even his white horse gave me a final disgusted look and snort. I ran back to take my place at the head of the contingent, adjusted my sword and peaked cap. Diya, Archie and Kaddy gave me a thumbs-up sign and that cheesy smile they always flashed whenever they were bitching about me and didn't want me to know.
The coloured flags were fluttering in the air and the drill square tarmac wore a new look. At the far end of the drill square was the spectator's gallery with rows of sofas and chairs laid out for the parents, guests, instructors and the guest of honour. It had bright, striped awnings shading it against the ten o'clock morning sun. Carpets had been laid and a continuous red runner marked the boundary of the gallery. Officers wore their ceremonial dress uniforms replete with medals-- the gold in their peaked cap trimmings, gleaming. The drill square markings--white lines painted on the ground to indicate the positions of individual contingents--had been freshly painted the day before. Everything looked so neat, perfect, almost magical and unreal, just like the first day.
'Remember the first day?' asked Archie.
'Can we ever forget, you MORON!' yelled the entire contingent. It was as if a raw nerve had been touched.
'Shut your traps, cadets.' The instructor's voice boomed and the band started playing. That was the final cue.
Crease check, shoes check (thirty-sixth time).
I lifted my sword, the rest lifted their rifles in synchronized motion and we marched on.
The show had begun.
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After the kiss, Naina avoided the canteen, and Michael, for days. It was unlikely that she would meet him in the classrooms, since Michael hardly attended lectures. One afternoon, she decided to go to the canteen for a coffee; the group usually did not meet then. But they were there, and Abhinav called out as soon as he saw her, 'Hey Naina, over here. Where have you been?'
Only Abhinav, Ruchi and Michael were at the table. Apart from a casual nod Michael did not even glance at her. She had to sit beside him because Ruchi and Abhinav were sharing a bench, but that way she did not have to meet his eyes. Michael was unconcerned, and casually continued the discussion they were having. But when they were about to disperse, he said, 'Naina wanted to know about neo-Expressionism, perhaps she wants to impress her professor. You guys carry on, unless you want to hear my lecture all over again.'
When Abhi and Ruchi had left, Michael turned to her.
'So, why have you been avoiding me?'
'So, you do notice.'
'I am not that absent-minded.'
'A façade . . . hmm? Why did you do that?'
'What?'
'That. At your place.'
'Can't bring yourself to say the word, can you? Come on, say it.'
'Kiss. I am not a prude as you seem to think. Why did you kiss me?'
'You kissed me back.'
'Did not.'
'Did too. Liar.'
'Did not.'
'Hypocrite. You like to think you are emancipated, modern, liberal, but you are not. You are afraid to say
anything your mummy would disapprove. You are an out and out bourgeoisie.'
Naina got up. Michael caught her arm.
'I haven't exactly analysed why I kissed you. You just looked so kissable that evening, with that frown on your face, not knowing what to say about my paintings.'
Naina sat down.
'Tell me more.'
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